started working for 2 weeks..

make mi think again .. whether is this the path that i wan ...

the future seems unclear...

i cant see ani future..

and i wonder how would my future be...

will i be able to survive out there?

now i know .. how hard is it to sustain a family in singapore...

expenses are so freaking high... --"

ha ha ha .. taxi fares are my main expenses for the week ..

cos i haf to travel to pandan for the past 1 week

it tiring and brain straining ...

now I wish to go back and continue studying ..

but due to money constrain .

i am not able to do so =(

how sad can that be ....

make new fren in and out of office .. but .. =x i shall not sae anithing ..

i missed My old fren and classmate badly...

that's for real ... i swear =(

can we turn back time? ..

i am turning 20 real soon ..

but i dun feel anithing for it this year..

cos my loved ones had left mi alone =( ...

all are busy with their lives...

ii find it rather hard and tough to sustain a friendship too ..

gaps are getting far too apart...

ii realli wish that we could pause at the time ...