i am here to blog...

just yesterday I myself had turned 20 ..

time really files right?

so better cherish what you Have with you now..

friday night was a fruitful night with my MHC colleagues (:

they are really a Bunch of really nice people~

and they were also the first bunch of people who celebrated my birthday for me :D

how Nice could that be~?

had a dinner at yet con and headed to supper club which is situated just beside bras basah complex

the club was awesome..

compared it with those at clarke quey .. i think this is one of the best ..

we reached the place rather early... like 10+

so we had the whole "bedroom" all by ourselves hahas

Saw the beds beside us (:

it's a theme club~ where the edges of the place are beds ~

how comfy ~ and the songs there were nice too =D

guess we left the place at around 3am+

we every one still awake and clear

hahas! and I was still one of those few who are taking care of people~

guess my alcohol withstand level got higher =x

Lurline & kok chin was rather drank

Lurline went to had a coffee without us knowing

and kok chin he just took a cab off after he took his things from the car without even saying Bye ...

how Rude =x

headed back to bishan and had a bath before i went to bed at 4am =D

had a nice slp on the new bed of jie jie~

woke up at around 1pm

and rotted at bishan for a while.. and started on my work ..

but end up .. still left undone..

hahas!

and ~ i accidentally saw hendy hp with jie de msg .. that they Are buying mi a cake for mi to cut =D

hahas

hais... the surprise is gone and i guess jie is rather disappointed bah =(

But nevertheless~ i am still very happy to haf a cake on my bdae~

cos it had been a while that i cut a cake =/

how sad rite hahas!

den they fetch my home at 2+ and i slpt soundly~ after that ~

my first few hours of my bdae was spent with them ~

How Sweet can this be? actually little surprises will really brighten up my day ...

or even feel very touched (:

SUnday afternoon went To swensen with my family for a Lunch ..

wow ~ the place was really packed that We waited for a while for the food to be served...

hahas~ some more we had a 1 for 1 ice cream promo . cos i am a M1 user (:

after the lunch daddy and mummy headed back home ~ for a nap ~ cos they are too tired ~

den i continued rotting for the whole day at home

and people on my msn keep asking y i never go out

LOL

i mean bdae must go out de mehs?~

hahas

or should i jus say that no one ask mi Out~? hahas

started working for 2 weeks..

make mi think again .. whether is this the path that i wan ...

the future seems unclear...

i cant see ani future..

and i wonder how would my future be...

will i be able to survive out there?

now i know .. how hard is it to sustain a family in singapore...

expenses are so freaking high... --"

ha ha ha .. taxi fares are my main expenses for the week ..

cos i haf to travel to pandan for the past 1 week

it tiring and brain straining ...

now I wish to go back and continue studying ..

but due to money constrain .

i am not able to do so =(

how sad can that be ....

make new fren in and out of office .. but .. =x i shall not sae anithing ..

i missed My old fren and classmate badly...

that's for real ... i swear =(

can we turn back time? ..

i am turning 20 real soon ..

but i dun feel anithing for it this year..

cos my loved ones had left mi alone =( ...

all are busy with their lives...

ii find it rather hard and tough to sustain a friendship too ..

gaps are getting far too apart...

ii realli wish that we could pause at the time ...

like finally Yahs? =D

has a great lunch with my family ...

today is Grandfather bdae..

so .. as usual, we went to eat smth nice ..

where the bill came out to be $1,201 dollars hahas...

for the total of 12 adults and 1 child... i guess

full until ii think i no nid to eat my dinner bahs =D .

or just haf a little bite...

tml got to start le ~

so bye peeps~

weeks had just past in a blink..

time is ticking every seconds...

these few Days, many things had went through my mind ...

every time when I got on My bed... i just cant get myself to slp ...

Just had a random feeling... that I am still a freshie in NYP

every thing to me is just so unfamiliar...

no friends, new environment, new challenges waiting for me...

but that is not the case... i had already went through the 3 Years in NYP

maybe I am just too afraid to face the reality?

can I just Have everything maintained in this state??

nobody know how afraid am I now...

I Just nid a place to rant my feelings...

cos i have no one to talk to ...

every one is just so busy with their lives...

some maybe had even forgotten my existence....