but the stress level did not decrease in any way ....

the best way to vent my stress is only through crying....

i guess onli those we who know mi well ..

would Know i will do that Without anyone noticing it ....

not even my mum or bro know .... cos i always do it secretly and quietly....

suddenly the feeling jus came and ... i dunno who to turn To ... *mood swing?*

i am seriously crying while typing this Out...

like crazy right ?

i Jus Nid a place to vent my misery and anger here...

THe feeling is really very contradicting and this is Hard to Explain ...

ii realli feel like just giving Up at this point ....

Guess i always think so negatively.? But I cant help it..

this world is too cruel to human . =(

I know friends also have their Things to handle..

that's y .. i dun wanna Bother them even if i nid a listening hear xD