orojects are due b4 holidays

and nonw of us had started on it -_-

well well 

jus Now , while i came back home ALONE

i saw some one funeral and was walking out from the void deck 

this make mi thnink about My granny

dunno why i suddenly think back when i was small...

she was so nice to mi

and i was brought up by her, when my parents were all at work

she that was a very good relationship , when i was young.

i still rmbring that i will kiss her whether she goes our or goes back to her own hse.

but that was when i am very very young

as tine gies by . relationship had changed between 

i am noo Longer young

eversince her youngest son had abbandon her,

she had been staying with us for like years

so it became a 习惯to Have Her by Our side.

and suddenly she is no Longer with us.

and i start to miss her like hell

i missed her nagging

i missed her scolding

i missed her bed sound everynight

i missed her watching the tv till late

these little little things that she does everyday

now she is not doing it already

sometimes i realli wonder is she by our side looking at us.

does she know that we missed Her .

during the funeral and the cremenation(火化场)

i am trying to be strong.. cos my parents need mi .

but deep inside. i am realli crying hard 

but I dun  wan to worry them, wheneven i think  back 

i will cry sercetly. dun wish to let anione Know =(

ok enough of this.

she will never be back with us .

that's Life .